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Life's been hard for me, I was bullied through my childhood, lost my sporting career, and though I have handled my obstacles it took all I had. I was diagnosed later on so my behaviour in my childhood was misunderstood, and I suffered in consequence. The past year though was extremely rough, notably, my nan died, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer and my fiancee cheated on me on the same day. At this point sobberness is absolute misery and I needed to get this out.I have ASD, ADHD, I'm depressed and addicted to stimulants