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Do you mean sexually? Because I get that too, to an extent. Otherwise, I was a victim of child abuse for 11 years and the only way I can see you actually wanting to be abused is if you have been before and are so “damaged” (for lack of a better word) that you are now somehow attracted to it, which is really really bad news, but at the same time, I can sympathize. Best wishes, friend. You really don't and you clearly have no idea what that means You should probably see a psychiatrist.I want to be abused by someone