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we just have to die, there's nothing wrong with that really? I find myself in a similar position, i understand to the point that it doesn't matter i have an awful job and share house... those things dont matter that's the point.

First, you've got to understand why she married you, and then why she left. What changed in between in the way you treated her?

Now, you obviously don't hate your life or job. You hate the fact that you were left by your wife, and now are projecting emotional emptiness that you feel onto other areas of your life, and your life. You should not do that.

You'll have to struggle for a few months with your emotions until they cool down at least a little bit - it's necessary and natural.

I fucking hate my life, my job and the way I feel. Why!? I don't get it!

I earn a fortune, I live by the sea, I go sailing and I have what most people would say is a dream job, nice car and a stunning apartment.

But my wife left and divorced me and I'm desperately in love with her still. She will never come back to me. She is the most beautiful woman I know. And I hate myself for it.

I've tried moving on. It doesn't work. Nobody is the same as her.

I wish everything would just stop. :(How can I stop feeling like this!?!?!?!?