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I'm not the same girl people use to know, I barely know myself either. I wanted help, but end up receiving critism from them. I really wish to just vanish and end up everything. trust me if you need someone to talk about dieing im your CHUM FRIEND PAL SOUNDING BOARD if i can help someone feel better for only one day more that makes it worth while knowing my luck youve moved on witch it good for you and im just venting to my computer again in that case well done your one of the lucky ones im still in the thinking process not got the cahonass to actually do anything about it but heho i have pills and whisky that will tyde me over tonight i hope im sure theres things you want to do that would make john feel proud that yove accomplished and trust me you can still share a moment with a deceaced person as much as you can with a living one sometimes its better lol sorry private joke but life is not as easy to give up as you might think its very complicated thats what all the old farts say yip im old but your at the point i was at when if i had someone to help it would have worked PROBABLY shit spelling again depression is easy to get over its the sheer tiredness of and boredom of living thats what gets to you your only 17 and just starting out so there is still time to catch a breath and stop the agony of it all wanting to die is so much different to really needing to end your life i wont go into mine just yet but i think your just in need of some support than needing someone to talk you down off a building ready to jump thinking about it is ok YES I SAID IT ITS OK TO THINK ABOUT DIEING just dont i dont think you have to die to prove that you loved him just be with your family and remember as time goes on youll have times in your life you can say john can i call him john OK john would have loved to be here and enjoy this time with me but your the only one thats gona realy feel the presence of john at that perticular time sory cant spell is you or the people who really new john and then it will be a bonding special moment for you all you understand time heals and fast if you let it i dont realy have any thoughts or sugestions for your problem sorry sounds like your having a tough time maybe some friends to talk to and not just any friends some real friends that wont spread rumours about there wee friend that wants to end it because someone died sometimes its better to talk to a stranger or a COMUNITY PRACTICING NURSE If you truly want to die, if you are certain with every fiber in your body, then I believe you have the right to. 3 months ago I woke up in a hospital bed, my big sisters and brothers were around me crying, I'll never forget the pain in my dads eyes. If you try you will probably not succeed, and you will tear apart the people who care, and believe me they do. I still wish I was dead, I miss my mum, my gran, my fiance, my best friend. so don't live because you must, find what matters and hold on
Why do you feel empty and "no longer the girl people think they know and love"? What has made you depressed? I am transgendered and discovered at age 12 that I am not the person my family thinks they know and love. I have been through many arguments and much grief, and have felt empty in the past. Now I am full of poetry and I've experienced being in love and wanting something more than anything else. Even though I can't have what I want, my heart is full. I see beauty now.We all want you to survive and thrive, but this is not the best place for you to seek your advice. Please seek professional help ASAP.
One Love.Please DON'T DO IT. Don't put your family through that. My brother-in-law committed suicide and it was the WORST thing that ever happened to my family. Have you seen a doctor about your depression? I've dealt with it all my life and been put in the mental wing of a hospital. Actually spent my 17h birthday there. Life is hard, and it doesn't all get magically better, but the longer you live, the more time comes to mean something. I'm 23 now, and had I killed myself then, I wouldn't have brought 2 amazing children in the world. when you're young, it can seem like that time period is everything, but it's not. I still have problems, but now I have something to live for. I know how you feel. I really, really do. I hide it so well, everyone thinks I'm that fucking happy camper I pretend I am. I loathe it. I'm 19 and in almost the same exact situation. It doesn't stop or get any easier. I still don't know what to do. Seriously contemplating suicide, however a moral obligation is the only thing holding me from it. I feel empty and as if I am no longer the girl people think they know and love. I'm seventeen, and recently lost someone significant 3 months ago, so the guilt haunts me of what my family would go through, mostly my brother. It's not a temporary, I've been wanting to die since the third grade, and I've been severely depressed since 2nd. Nobody really knows, I hide everything very well. Thoughts?Want honest, open suicide discussion..